This is life...

"Yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away,
now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh i believe in yesterday...
Yesterday, i'm just half the man i used to be,
there's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh yesterday, came suddenly..
...."

This song 'Yesterday' by the Beatles(guess u should know since this song is the most radio-played in the world) reflects life in the most pessimistic way. Yet, this is so true for some people right now,especially me. I guess i am going through a tough patch of my life. On some days, i just totally do not feel like doing anything at all. This has become more and more frequent.

Life has its ups and downs. When you go through the bad times, you just try to rough it out and try to overcome it firing on all cylinders. But sometimes, even the toughest fighters fall down sometimes.

I remembered attending my second psychology lecture. Our lecturer showed us a video about a patient having split personalities. She was 7 at a moment, and 17 at the next. This shows just how powerful the brain is. I always felt that the mind is what that controlls the body. Without a mind and soul, the body is just a living corpse.

I just felt like i have not fully recovered, cos i feel tired all the time. Even though 2 weeks have passed already, i still did not study much. I feel as though i am being sucked into a black hole, a hole of despair and hopelessness.

Writing this has made me feel even more depressing...

"My tea's gone cold i'm wondering why i got out of bed at all.
The morning rain clouds up my window, and i can't see at all.
And even if i could, they'll all be grey...."

Ok here is the inevitable 'However' part. I know i have to step out of this slump and begin to regain the momentum. A world champion boxer wins the tropy by beating the hell out of the opponent, but a true legend is born when he loses it and gets it back by all means.